Motivation 4/...

Yesterday was good

Today was violent

I don't feel like talking about it yet

I noticed my thoughts slipped in the morning. But the problem that came was absolutely unrelated.

Trying to force myself to work made things really bad.

At 19, playing helped. I wish I started playing earlier.

At 21, daydreaming helped. Writing here too.

Now, I feel OK. In the end I did get *some* progress.

There's nothing to be done. I should just go on.

One day I'll die and it'll stop.

It's still miles away from the days where I wanted to make that day happen "before monday".

Remember kids, always push your task to the next day.